everybody loves a winner so nobody loved me.
- 13 months! holy. its been over a year and I still love you unconditionally. Ya I get annoyed with you and frustrated and angry. I have days where I just want to blow up at you, but I still love you no matter what. You still give me chills, make my heart skip a beat, give me butterflies and make my toes curl. You’re everything to me and I never want to lose you. I love you baby.
- Oh my lanta. Started hair school november 1st. Its been a long process, it makes me act crazy and bitchy, but I’m so excited to get to my future and have my career all sorted out. I finally am going to start clients this week I think. I’m so nervous, but so excited. I’ve been working towards this for a long time. Its thrilling!
- You make my head hurt. Everything just angers me lately and us fighting is definitely not helping any. I want things to go back to normal. I miss talking to you everyday. We both need to put effort in, but neither one of us seems to want to try. Whats wrong with us. I need you more than you think. We have too much to let this all go. I know it was wrong of me to write that status, but I just wanted your attention. I needed that. I need you to talk to me and listen to me. I need to know you’re still there for me.
- Can’t wait for christmas! I’m so excited to spend it with you. Just the 2 of us. We’re cute together!
- I can’t wait for the new year and for things to change. I’m excited for it all!
- We have our ups and downs. We hate each other and love each other. We’re sisters. Its suppose to be like that. I’m really going to miss you. We don’t see each other as is, but when you move we’ll probably never see each other and I don’t know how well that’s going over. It has its up like not having to be so quiet in the morning, no one using my stuff or hogging the bathroom, a bigger room is exciting too. But I think it has a lot of downs like never seeing each other, not being able to talk late at night, not having someone to help solve my problems or get an opinion on my clothes. I’m really going to miss you even though you make me so angry sometimes that I just want to hit you. I’ll just have to deal I guess.
- Well that’s that. End of my mixed emotion blog. <3